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dear mr.future
20 September 2011@1:20:00 am
dear


Start from now, awk sy masing2 jauh,.awk d sne,dan sy pule d cni.. cinta jarak jauh..oh! ta mungkin,.p nak tanak,I should trime. Nfon kn ade,bleyh je contac..huh..ayat nk sedapkan ati kn.,


Syg..kte tggu msg dr awk ari2 tawh,calling dr awk..
kdg kte rse awk mcm lupe je yg kte ni ade..ermm…tp awk jgn risaw,sy tetap akn tggu awk walaw bgaimane pn.walaw sebusy mne pn awk bkeje..sy tahu,awk pn syg kte mcm mne kte syg awk kn..jd,sy ta kesah akn tggu awk lme mne pn..suwit kn..hee


Awk tahu,kalaw bole sy na jerit kuat2 supaye awk bole dgr yg sy nk ckp,sy rindu awk sgt2..actually.sy ta suke la duduk jawoh2 dr awk..seriously,it make me miss u..alots of..


Sy hepy sgt ade awk.awk wat ari2 sy sgt bmakne,I don’t know what can happen to me if u really2 to leave me. Mne sy na cari kbahagiaan seperti ni lg slpas tu..awk promise ye,awk jgn bia kn sy sorang2..awk je yg bole wat sy hepy..sy ta perlukan hepy pill or what,ckup sekadar ade awk..tu da sgt wat kn sy gembire.. ;D


So sad..its not too bad,but,.i don’t know to say what,.u look busy..sampai kn  sy rse mcm awk da ta peduli kn sy..i feel that,seriously,its not a joke..awk betul2 ke ta peduli kn sy?or hnye prasangke sy je..i hope that..awk bkn mcm tu kn?kata2 awk sbelum ni,sume nye bkn hnye kata kosong ryte?sy tahu,awk bkn mcm tu.sy pcaye yg awk jgk betul2 ikhlas dgn sy..kn..


Am I ryte? should i? ask u many question to make me more satisfied. Huh? I think no need la kn. I know if I do, it makes u to sweat ryte? Tanye itu ini..But, I need to know dear. I’m just want to know. U really2 sincere to love me?or?what?look,.i want to tell u, I fall for u because I know u will make me feel that loving u is the greatest decision I ever made and not just another mistake..i hope u so.


Sy  call awak,tp awk mcm ta hepy je ckp dgn sy,awk nk tak nak je ckp,.sy pelik sgt,awk ta suke sy call awk ke,,.sy tanak salah kan awk,ye mgkin awk busy,tu awk ta dpt na layan sy sgt,sy phm,awk kene kejew keras,.sy kene paham career awk..


 I know kadang2..sy mcm bdk2 kn,cengeng,. ta matured lgsg..kn2..but,tu salah sy jgk ke?erm..awk,,tu cara sy na manje2 dgn awk je..

awk,bkali2 sy ckp kt awk sy na mkn eskem kn?awk ingat tak?erm..sy tahu, awk mesti da lupe pnye..tu la smpai sekarang sy ta dpt pn.. sy diam je la.. awk,sori, sy jahat dgn awk,.sebenarnye..sy jeles la..awk beli kn eskem utk girl laen,mkn sme2..tp utk sy?tak..ari tu sy ckp kt awk,.awk2..tringin la na mkn eskem mlm ni..awk kata oke,mlm ni kte mkn..sy tggu awk,.tp bile awk dtg,awk ta beli eskem utk sy pn..hurm..sy diam je..ta tnye da pasal eskem..sy tanak mkn eskem da..


Awk dgn nfon awk,mmg ta leyh d pisah kn..sy nmpak,nfon awk always busy..ade je msg msuk,incoming call,.skali lg sy jahat dgn awk,sy rse marah sgt bile tgk awk dgn nfon awk,nk kata msg dgn sy tidak,.sy ade je dgn awk,.bile sy tnye,jwpn awk client..pastu, sy ta tnye awk da,sy bia je awk dgn nfon awk.. sy tanak prasangka buruk dgn awk.. sy pcaye kn awk..


Awk2..awk jgn tipu sy yerw..sy bole trime ape sj awk wat cume sy ta sanggup d tipu awk je.. sy tahu sy ta sempurna pempuan2 kt lua sne yg awk knl,sy ta canteq sperti mereka,sy ta hebat sperti mereka,sy ta pandai lyn awk seperti mereka, tp sy ade perasaan jgk,.perasaan cemburu,sakit hati,sedih,gembire,mcm2 la..sy salu nanges utk awk,sy ta benci awk, tp sy syg awk,sy tanak awk dua kn sy,.sbb sy ta kn wat awk mcm tu.. tadew laki2 laen sy lyn special mcm awk,tp awk?msg sy dgn pempuan2 laen tadew beza kn? Tah awk peduli ataw tidak perasaan sy kn..


Hampir setiap mlm sebelum tdr,sy salu bharap  dpt on call dgn awk,.awk call sy,.sy nk call awk tp sy ta mampu wat tu sume,mse kerja awk ta bole ganggu.sy tggu awk,.sampai ttdr..ye..sy diam je..sy hnye mampu tunggu msg  awk je..awk jgn risaw,sy ta harap awk call,.sy cume na bg taw ape yg sy rse je..awk jgn risaw,sy oke je..awk nmpak kn sy tersenyum ni ;)


If u’re asking if i need u, the answer is forever.. If u’re asking if I’ll leave u? the answer is never. If u’re asking what I value? And the answer is u..and the last if you’re asking if I love u? the answer is yes! i do..



Look,.pliss tell me dear,how u admire me,.pliss tell me,how serious u to me..pliss tell me,that u love me at all the tymes..im just want to know..later,when im so upset,I want u hold me tight.i want  u play with my hair,u just talk with me and tell me a jokes.i want u hold my hand..u just hold my hand..u let me fall asleep in your arm,.dear,pliss I want u sing to me no matter how awful you sound. Then,when I so sad, I want u stay on the fon with me,.pliss..even if im not saying anything,.i hope u understand what I mean..


Tapi awk,.saya kecewa dgn awk,.saya ta marah kn awk cume saya kecewa,kenape awk tggalkan sy..awk da ta syg sy kn..awk ade gf baru..awk duakan sy..awk sygkan dye lg dr sy,awk pilih dye,.sy mungkin taa tahu sape that girl,tp pempuan tu mesti sgt sempurna d mata awk kn..itu sbb awk pilih dye..


awk tinggalkan sy yg  syg kn awk utk pempuan yg awk suke,suatu ari nnti pasti pempuan yg awk suke akan tggalkan awk utk lelaki yg dye suke pula,..tp..awk jgn risaw,sy ta kan doakan perkare mcm tu blaku kt awk,sbb kte tanak awk rse bagaimane sakit nye bile di tinggalkan org yg tsyg..bia sy je yg rse saket tu,.sy naa awk hepy dgn org yg awk pilih tu..

But, one thing I can say to u, I will always be there for u when they all leave u.
 I promise that.