just nak share~

cerita yg lama cerita yg sama and berulang kali terkena. kesian !

Almost 4 months maybe, idk its too short or too long for me. But its hurting me so much. Gile !

 So, I was pretty pretty pretty much down in the dumps. 

I have fallen in love with an incredible guy, but because of some issues I couldn't handle, we broke up. RATHER BADLY. I was devastated and tried so hard to pursue him after, but he wanted NOTHING to do with me in the months that followed. I was so hurt and so upset, I didn't know what to do. My family my friends, so many people said that it wasn't worth it and to just move on. 

But I knew in my heart it was meant to be.

Sy sayang awk ! I know he knew about it but he cant be with me.

Yeah, tak semua perkara indah !  

Im totally heartbroken when he finally told me that he wanted me to leave him alone for good, hati mana bole terima oih ?! the day after day I prayed and prayed because of what? because I loved u so much. 

and Im crying at the night then suddenly I fell asleep. its wasn't worth it !

Past is past. Dah xde jodoh nak buat camne kn. Let it go. 

Insyallah something good is waiting for us.